a very cute song by S.H.E, 怎么办...
怎么办哦怎么办
为什么你为什么
老是把空气全都吸光了
害得我你害得我
在你面前呼吸急促需要叫救护车
别看我先别看我
我的脸红就快要爆料了
没什么哪有什么
我是绝对不会承认我喜欢你了
怎么办 感觉甜又酸
偷偷爱你快乐又孤单
怎么办 爱却不能讲
你真讨厌不来帮我的忙
你怎么可以这样
笑容打败太阳
甚至比我还要更好看
我虽然无力抵挡
但是日子还长
总有一天换你为我疯狂
为什么你为什么
这样不讲理的就出现了
害得我你害得我
连仅有的一点矜持优雅全都毁了
靠近我别靠近我
到底离你多近比较好呢
完蛋了我完蛋了
我整个人眼看就快要不是我的了
今早偶遇你，好巧！
那一瞬间，是开心的。(:
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read The Sunflower by Richard Paul Evans, it's a true love story, very beautiful and touching. (: it's both an adventure and a love story, one about sacrifice and faith and also about hope. stirred up an emotion or two, and wished for myself to be half as lucky as the male and female characters, or to be able to lead a life half as interesting as theirs. haha. i need some sparks in my life!
simply love the following quote: "Seek not your destiny, for it is seeking you." though we should fight for our happiness at times, it would be good to let fate administer our lives. then we need not think too much. haha.
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an extract from Louis Koo and Rene Liu's fave song in 生日快乐.
it fits their relationship snugly.
这些年过得不好不坏,
只是好像少了一个人存在。
而我渐渐明白,
你仍然是我不变的关怀。
有多少爱可以重来,
有多少人值得等待。
当爱情已经桑田沧海,
是否还有勇气去爱。
比好朋友还好的朋友，到底是什么关系呢？ambiguous eh.
school's boring to the core. eight hours of lectures and i don't think i paid attention to any. oops. haha. no motivation, no mood. so the glint of silver that i saw was not a trick played by my eyes. it's a real ear stud! WOW.. quite shocked and unexpected.. haha.. anyway, had free eye checkup in sch and my eyesight's still good and normal! yays! :D hope i can stay clear of specs forever... tmr's another looong day. buddha bless! looking forward to the weekend.. i need a break..
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leeying's bday celebration. all of us who turned up. makan at essential brew's at holland v. thanks yap for sending us home!! (:
blurry but nice. (:
happy birthday darling! may all your wishes will come true! :D
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it's been two weeks into school life. tuning myself back into the mode of lectures and tutorials again. hope we can all pull through another semester! jiayou!
went swimming ytd and got sunburnt. i'm as red as ang ku kueh now. the pain is excruciating.. changing clothes and even sleeping on my back hurts. will be peeling like a snake soon. eeeks. shall not be lazy and apply sunblock next time. anyway, every friday shall be our keep-fit day! yayness.. cheers to a healthier lifestyle.. hahas. (:
a few friends have returned to singlehood recently. it's never easy trying to recover, but i hope in time, they will find the strength they need to get better and be okay again. it makes me apprehensive of relationships. better to hide in my nunnery, since sy refuses to share hers with me. haha. read in a magazine that many ppl think that in this modern society, it's okay for girls to make the first move, certain guys will even be bowled over. here's one comment from a guy: "yes, life is too short to beat around the bush. girls, if you get the opportunity, go for it! anyway, most men will be so flattered, you could say anything and get away with it." and another one: "i think the gender of the person making the first move shouldn't even matter in this day and age. but i suppose there are always going to be ingrained Confucian values that subconsciously lead men to accept their role as hunters and women as prey. me, i prefer being preyed upon." haha.. interesting.. but nah.. i'll never have the guts to confess. haha.. still a conservative and traditional girl..
watched Blood Diamond on sunday. it's good! a meaningful show, exciting too. highly recommended! and of cus leonardo's a bonus. he's cute!! haha.. caught the gala premiere of Happy Birthday ytd at lido.. quite a cliche storyline, and sadly louis koo didn't turn up. booo.
sometimes i find myself retreating into my shell, seeking solitude, don't feel like connecting with people at all. something's wrong with me. i probably need a therapist.
okay, that's all for now. ciao.
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met yiteng dearest today.. (: haven seen her for ages except chancing upon her at PS last week. haha. we had loads of fun talking about anything and everything, laughing over what the auntie promoter said and imitating her, the saliva drop, blah blah.. really enjoyed myself. haven laughed so hard for so long.. hee.. thank you for the wonderful day out and the sweet presents! hope your long distance pre-relationship will blossom and bear fruit.. hahaha.. :P i shall not disclose your dream here.. save you some reputation.. hurhur..
i asked her to spot the odd one out and she actually tried to. HAHA.
my bestest friend in jc. (:(:(:
on the last day of A's.. 18nov2005! haha.. we were wearing the same-design earrings.. ;)
we were there for each other through the tough jc years.. miss those days when we rotted/stoned/slept/sang songs/tried to mug during free periods, from LD room to air-con classrooms to the wooden benches, ponned classes, had our own 'class outings', hid from siva-nana (only got him to sign OCPs for us, haha), attended pang pang's chem remedials with our beloved TYS and talked rubbish with him, circling the pages and questions to be done as he rattled on like an M16.. remember how he could read the questions upside down? haha. he's the best. also being 损友s to each other and sharing our love for pasta and crystals! haha.. you made the unbearable bearable. love you!! :D meet up again soon!
thanks everyone for your concern. i'm feeling better already. (:
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another end december spent grieving and mourning
i wonder how much heartache i can still take
the memories haunt me every waking moment
only when i'm asleep do i escape from the harsh reality
i wish everything is but a dream
every trial is supposed to make us stronger
but i feel weaker with each that hits me
life has been too cruel to her
please be kinder, she deserves so much more
been too dependent on you
i guess it's time to stand up on my own
thank you for being there all along
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