When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything's alright
When you're right here by my side
When you look me in the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I find my paradise
When you look me in the eyes
Friday, March 30, 2007
the start of yesterday morning was a good one. haha. just a smile will make me happy. yes. im easily contented. heh. :D no matter how many times i rehearse my speech, i'd still be dumbstruck when that moment comes. yes i lack guts. don't ask me why. it just happens.
ssy, happy april fool's in advance to u! if u thought by went to buy medicine aft sch today, ur so wrong. hahaha. we went out! to do what u should know. there's a B I G hole in my pocket.. pls treat me soonx. hahah. anyway, bring extra clothes inside out on wed! we've got ur surprise + sabo ready. *griNz* :P had fun shopping n chatting with by.. (: more great times out in future! i wun tell ssy what u said of her. heheh...
its almost the end of march. may the brand new month bring renewed hope and faith! and may the coming exams be a breeze and job-seeking a success. yay! :D
懂得让我傻笑的人 再没有谁比你有天份 轻易闯进我的心门 明天的美梦你完成 整个宇宙 浩瀚无边的尽头 每颗渺小星球 全都绕着你走 you make my day.
♥ 我心的縫隙 我想除了你 任誰也無法填補這空虛
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
been having weird dreams of late. probably a reflection of the stupid thoughts running through my subconscious mind. stop haunting me even in my dreams... your presence in reality is enough to disturb me... even dreamt that i was gonna die.. luckily i woke up awhile after that scary part, feeling grateful that i was still breathing.. haha..
the feeling of emptiness has been keeping me company recently. even after i spend time with friends, the feeling returns to haunt me when im alone. sometimes it's difficult to find someone to talk to, afraid that what i feel is just 芝麻绿豆 stuff to others, afraid that i'd be a pain in the ass. who will be there to listen? i dunno if im oversensitive at times. i feel insignificant and unimportant. as quoted from my friend, at the end of the day, nobody lives for another. i guess nobody actually needs me. im so dispensable.it's sad when you need someone but he/she doesn't actually need you. though it means that it is not unconditional friendship/love, but who can be so magnanimous to say that it doesn't matter when their friend/lover doesn't reciprocate? it's always a two-way street, isn't it? a balance of give and take..
craving for: *campbell cream of mushroom soup *sweet corn *tiramisu *bacardi peach/lime [stupid kby refused to let me drink... =( ]
♥ 我心的縫隙 我想除了你 任誰也無法填補這空虛
Monday, March 19, 2007
biochem n math tests last week were both screwed. disgusted. urrrggh. feels like hard work gone down the drain. even my sis said she hadn't seen me so hardworking for v long. HAHA. thanks man. exams in a mth's time. cant wait for it to be over! then we'll have 3 mths hols! cool.. time to earn n save some 私房钱.. haha.. thankfully this week will be more relaxed.. going swimming tmr n jalan-ing on fri! (: retail therapy always works, yea?
celebrated hs' bday at yap's new place on sat.. grocery shopping was fun! haha.. eat-till-you-drop steamboat n melt-in-your-mouth choco fudge cake.. satisfying.. *rubs stomach* hope to see the mia ppl soonx.. forever-busy meizi, always-working leeying.. n steph will be back from china soon! yay.. (: probably gonna fetch her from the airport.. haha.. met susanti at yishun mrt.. haven seen her for very long.. hope she's doing well.. =)
irked by some ppl's sense of irresponsibility. it's a part of them, been their bad habit cultivated over the years, but doesn't it ever get to them that they should change? i just can't comprehend..
saw a guy in sch wearing this shirt saying: 空既是色 色既是空. was pretty amused n we started trying to define it. haha.
listening to tank's song <岚>. another sad song, but nice nonetheless.
sesame.. this is for you.. stay strong.. it's a tough battle to fight, but things will get better in time. dun do any more foolish things! cheer upz.. (: 有我们在你身旁!
