this song is playing on repeat mode on my comp now.. (:
[不能说的秘密] - 周杰伦
(我把想说的话都录在这里
最后这首歌也送给你)
冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千 梦开始不甜
你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
又何必去改变 你错过的时间
你用你的指尖 阻止我说再见
想象你在身边 才完全失去之前
你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
或许命运的签 只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋 这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现 这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡
i'd die to be in this class!!
一个字... 帅!
小伦(周杰伦饰)与父亲(黄秋生饰)相依为命，父亲是淡江艺术中学的音乐老师，小伦自小在他的熏陶下，拥有非凡的音乐才华。
这天是小伦转读淡江艺术中学的第一天，当他跟着同学小依(曾恺玹饰)参观校园时，突被一段神秘的钢琴乐曲吸引。
小伦随着琴音引领，走进一间百年琴室，发现弹琴者是一位清秀脱俗的女生小雨(桂伦镁饰)，两人虽然没有交谈，但在四目交投之间，双方都泛起微妙的感觉。
原来小雨是小伦的同班同学，由于冒失的小雨上课时总是迟到，故经常被迫和坐在后排的小伦坐在一起，两人的感情因此突飞猛进，更到达互相分享秘密的阶段；但每当小伦问及那天在百年琴室所听到的神秘乐曲时，小雨总是模棱两可地回答：“那是一个不能说的秘密……”。
距离毕业的日子越来越近，小雨决定向小伦公开神秘乐曲的秘密，于是相约小伦在琴室相见，小伦以字条回复小雨：“今晚琴房7:30，我也告诉你一个秘密”；怎料字条在阴差阳错之下，竟落在暗恋小伦多时的小依手上。
当晚小伦在琴室边奏着小雨喜欢的乐章边等待着，突然一双温暖的手盖着小伦的眼睛，双方情不自禁地拥吻起来，直至小伦张开眼睛，方知对方不是小雨而是小依；与此同时，小伦听到小雨的哭泣声从门外远去，小伦疯狂地追出去，但小雨早已芳踪杳然。
小雨自此仿如人间蒸发，音讯全无。小伦向同学打听小雨的下落，同学竟说从不知有小雨这个人。小伦到小雨家造访，竟被当成瞎撞。小伦翻看点名册，赫然惊觉名册上也没有出现小雨的名字……
直至小伦发现一张父亲和小雨的合照，向父亲追问关于小雨的一切，小伦方知小雨的出现绝非偶然，一切源自一首神秘的乐曲和一个不可告人的秘密……
不管你会不会忘了我
不管我们能不能再见面
我只想告诉你一个秘密...
can't wait to watch! :D
♥ 我心的縫隙 我想除了你 任誰也無法填補這空虛
friday night: movie-d then chilled at timbre. nice ambience, qt cozy and romantic.. lychee martini with a good live band makes the night. (: guess the walkathon was worth it. haha. d:
IRIS by GOO GOO DOLLS
and i'd give up forever to touch you
cause i know that you feel me somehow
you're the closest to heaven that i'll ever be
and i don't want to go home right now
and all i can taste is this moment
and all i can breathe is your life
and sooner or later it's over
i just don't want to miss you tonight
and i don't want the world to see me
cause i don't think that they'd understand
when everything's made to be broken
i just want you to know who i am
and you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
or the moment of truth in your lies
when everything feels like the movies
yeah you bleed just to know you're alive
(:
sat: met simyee for the donuts. thanks loads! (: went ah ma's house to get lychees from her which she specially bought for us. chatted with her, feel so filial. haha. helped an old grandma whom i met at the interchange with the bus fare. listened to her 诉苦 about how her kids 'abandoned' her. real sad.. but all i can do is offer a listening ear.. realised the loose button on my shorts has been sewn on by mommy. feel soooo loved. (: met guides for dinner then had dessert at secret garden. sinful pleasure. another romantic hangout. haha. didn't talk and gossip enough though. :( saw the fireworks for ndp rehearsal.. super pretty! (: hope to catch all the fireworks sessions this year!
work has been okay.. rather slack and stress-free with nobody supervising me. haha. lunch with another temp girl and crap tog. glad to have company. (: tune in to the radio everyday and it always makes my day when i hear jay singing. ;) the theme song he wrote and sang for his new movie 不能说的秘密 is gonna be released soon! stay tuned to 93.3 on 28 june for 首播!! :D
surprises. uncertainties. will time be on my side?
gf will be leaving me soon... :( 爱我别走!
xiao lao po too.. b4 then, let's have our prawning session. (:
♥ 我心的縫隙 我想除了你 任誰也無法填補這空虛
was bored at work.. so flipped thru Sasa's SASSY! magazine and saw this article on
FRAGRANCE...
RED
No surprises here! Women who gravitate towards red are dynamic and extroverted. Fragrances that evoke those exciting red emotions are assertive, outdoorsy florals.
Fiorucci So Sexy
Clarins par Amour
Hugo Boss Woman
BLUE
Honesty and righteousness are 'true blue' attributes.If you're drawn towards blue, you need physical and emotional breathing space. Blue fragrances are light florals and floral oriental blends which evoke freedom.
Davidoff Cool Water
Vuarnet 1960 for Men
Alfred Sung Hei
GREEN
Nature, growth and renewal are symbolized by the colour green. Chypre and citrus fragrances evoke the essence of those green values.
Anna Sui Secret Wish
Christian Dior Tendre Poison
Alfred Sung Paradise
PURPLE
Women who warm towards purple tones are focused on matters of the spirit and occasionally need to step off the treadmill and escape. Oriental fragrances conjure this cocoon-like ambience and their often predominant vanilla note offers a scientifically proven emotional balm.
La Perla Charme
Hugo Pure Purple
PINK
If pink is a drawcard for you, you yearn to release your inner child. Cheerfulness, femininity, softness and sensuality are associated with pink. Fruity, floral fragrances suit you, especially when you're in a flirtatious mood.
Christian Breton Ismene
Vuarnet 1960 for Women
Fiorucci Only Love
YELLOW
Sunny dispositions tend to embrace yellow. Yellow represents hope, wisdom and creativity. If you're faced with a project that calls for a little optimism, go for soft floral fragrances from the floral Aldehyde family which will trigger sunnier emotions.
Issey Miyake L'Eau d'Issey
Kenzo Summer
Burberry Weekend for Women
from clinique:
happy is an upbeat scent suitable for summertime daydreaming.
and from lancome:
miracle: dream of the endless possibilities each new day brings.
(:
girl, we're here for you anytime, and i mean ANYTIME.
it's not gonna be easy, but we love you! (:
♥ 我心的縫隙 我想除了你 任誰也無法填補這空虛
this has come a little late.. but still..
父亲节快乐.
♥ 我心的縫隙 我想除了你 任誰也無法填補這空虛
remember jeremy guan jing han from 2nd batch of superstar? i worked with him today.. haha! nice surprise.. he was quite friendly. asked him to sing song for me, but he paiseh. hahaha. luckily nat wasn't around, else i'll die in ssy's hands. right?!? d:
work wasn't that fun after all. was assigned to usher ppl at the interchange. BORING. didn't even get the chance to work in sentosa. wanted to work at children's section, but was lazy to argue w the small fry in charge who has long hair (a guy/sissy). slacked around for many hrs after the crowd was gone, but was real boring that it drained away all our energy.. booos. and cus of the rainy weather, we brought sunblock and caps for nth. ytd was worse. packed over 3000 goodie bags w slow-mo ppl n utterly disgusting ungentlemanly guys who kept smoking. moved stuff.. arranged chairs.. think i gained muscles aft that. haha. consolation: a few seconds of fireworks and stars-lit sky.. (: n complaining abt work etc. to ssy today. thanks girl! it made me feel better. (: got psycho-ed to go bangkok.. but still considering.. bday will be spent there.. feels weird. haha.
all that's left of a fantasy is a (withering) cactus! haha.. my very first bday present.. gonna collect it tmr b4 it dies in somebody's hands! lol.. d:
PHENYLETHYLAMINE
Chocolate also contains phenylethylamine, a chemical related to amphetamines and which raises blood pressure and blood glucose levels. The result is that we feel more alert and heightens our sense of well-being and contentment. It is believed to work by making the brain release beta-endorphin, an opioid peptide which is the driving force behind the pleasurable effects.
Phenylethylamine is known as the "love drug" and is thought be be the reason why chocolate is said to be an aphrodisiac. It is a chemical that mimics the brain chemistry of a person in love, so when levels of phenylethylamine are high in the body, it relieves depression from unrequited love. This is one of the reasons so many women love chocolate - it really is a mood elevator!
yes i love chocolate!!!! (: (: (:
LOVE MOLECULE
When we fall in love it seems like our brain don't work in the usual way. It can be triggered by something as simple as the meeting of eyes, touching of hands, listening to music or reading a book. The little molecule phenylethylamine is the infatuation-inducing stimulant. Together with dopamine and norepinephrine they can create a feeling of euphoria and uncertainty, resulting in insatiable desire. But unfortunately there is a limit due to the neurotransmitter bombardment over an extended time dulling the response. Phenylethylamine is a natural chemical similar to amphetamine and dopamine, causing us the high experience by lovers.
so cool! that's why i'm a chemist. (:
and now, timetable planning in progress...
DO NOT DISTURB.
♥ 我心的縫隙 我想除了你 任誰也無法填補這空虛
went ah ma's house ytd morning after an interview and it got me missing ah gong. haven visited for long.. but she wasn't in, so i jus left e water pitcher that i was supposed to bring. thought of many things.. and sometimes it doesn't feel like u've been gone.. i owe you thank you's for being there during those times, our pillar of support. c: enjoyed the walk from buona v to dover rd thou a little far.. some solitary does me good.
din manage to meet dil for updates. :( then went yap's place for mahjong in e evening. haven played for qt long, abit outta touch. haha. thanks host!! (: e choc pretzels were nice! haha.. nx date on 23 june!
will be workin at sentosa later n tmr, helpin out at some family day thingy. also not too sure what i'll be expected to do, but im sure its gonna be fun.
till then!
♥ 我心的縫隙 我想除了你 任誰也無法填補這空虛
today an indian man sat beside me on the bus and took up more than his fair share of seat, leaving me plastered to the window. sheesh. he was so close i could feel the static of his hairy arms. eewww~. sickening can. disturbed my peaceful nap.. ggrrrrrr.
met up with peiling. forgot to take photo. haha. was nice chatting, as usual. thanks for the company! (:
♥ 我心的縫隙 我想除了你 任誰也無法填補這空虛
my darling kid ethan! super cute n lovable. badly missed.
met gf at harborfront. chatted at a rocking chair n at e 3rd level overseeing sentosa. 蓝天白云 and a buddy to 畅谈心声. just wonderful. (:
saw a couple taking wedding photos. how many more yrs to my turn? haha..
♥ 我心的縫隙 我想除了你 任誰也無法填補這空虛
thinkin of whether applyin for abp was a right choice. havin to overload sems is no easy matter. i duno if i can handle e stress. or maybe it's that i dun try hard enuf. too much inertia.
yt n i were talkin abt how religion can divide ppl n that friendships/relationships can be jeopardised. tricia n i were sayin how friends can leave u (forever) when they get attached. sad but true. most friends are at work. loneliness is kickin in again. i should be job-hunting, but aft gettin hyped up at camp, deskbound jobs only speaks of boredom. wonderin abt e charity hall camp for orphans, abt potential dec camps, whether fri nite out will be successful. siew's in mexico for her exchange. damn cool. i wana getaway. go on holiday n relax b4 a stressful sem takes over my life. mahjong at yap's place sounds good. time to organise!
sufferin from cartoon kingdom withdrawal syndrome.
missing everyone and everything.
booos.
♥ 我心的縫隙 我想除了你 任誰也無法填補這空虛
im back!
so many thoughts and emotions, but can't find the right words to tell them all.
31st may - 3rd june: worked at pc show as dopod phone promoter. met with some unpleasantries but i guess some things can't be helped. stood everyday from 12-9, suffered from backaches n hoarse voice n had to see ppl's black faces. it's not easy working in e sales line with ppl fighting for ur customers, cutting ur sales. honesty n integrity are deemed worthless. it so goes against my principles n morals to lie to earn sales. cabbed to meeting on sunday, wasted 20bucks n still no luck in sales. so sian diao. was jus glad when it was all over. super shagged. happy to see zirong who came to look for me despite e crowd. saw winghong n rende too who asked abt e rest. (:
4th-8th june: had e best week of my life at cartoon kingdom camp. woke up at 5.30 everyday to start work at 7+. totally seh. i miss my kids n their innocence, e silly things they do, my fellow councillors, e super fun watergun fights, splashing each other, getting wet inside out, drawing cartoons, playing games.. thou our energy was drained day by day, e kids made it all worthwhile. 350 kids can be a real handful! but no regrets. (: made new friends n had lotsa fun tog, pia-ing e camp, sharing jokes n laughing e hell out. it's amazing to see how e guys are really good with kids! i hope we'll get to work tog again, possibly our own camp, then we can stay overnight n hang out!! (: had dinner with some of them at sumo house at amk on fri. e food kinda sucks. haha. really nice to know n meet new ppl, widened my social circle. it was interestin to sit there n listen to them yakkin away. imitating 'mustafa' was damn funny. hahaha. now i see kids n my heart brims with warmth n love. super nostalgic abt e camp.. :( hope we can organise an outing soon! wanted to play matchmaker, but aiya, too bad.... joanne was damn blur, deposited $2 n $5 notes into bank, e rest still thought they paid us counterfeit money.. hahaha.. glad to hav e west side ppl going home w me. else way home wouldn't be as interesting. =)
anticlockwise: cindy, jeff, me, nicholas, wee ngee, yaoshen, joanne, francis! (:
chatted with yt last nite for 2.5 hrs! was great catching up n laughin like mad. meet up soon for dimsum! (: then met baoyue today n shared my joy n excitement w her! yea.. we're both happy girls.. :D met li lao shi n lixin at je.. so nice to see them! met a fellow event helper at bugis n she's wee ngee's god sis! hahaha.. how small the world is..
okay.. that's all for now. gotta recharge! tata..
♥ 我心的縫隙 我想除了你 任誰也無法填補這空虛
my darling kid ethan! super cute n lovable. badly missed.