taking a breather from the seemingly never-ending studying. i feel suffocated! >.< bye to DNA, RNA, carbohydrates and wadever. (: biochem's finally over! a huge relief. hopefully math n phy will be over in a *poof* too. no more calculus n michael faraday! the equations and laws are driving me nuts. and the fact that some ppl's papers are over are pretty demotivating thou we've had more time to be well-prepped. anyway...

will probably be going to genting in coming hols. thou their theme park is a far cry from the really fun ones in other countries, but well, better than nothing. i need a rollercoaster ride so i can let loose and scream at the top of my lungs! haha.. wheeeee~

jus now my bro sms-ed my second sis 'i miss you. what time are you coming home?' cus she's out the whole day to study everyday. so sweet. haha. she's so gonna be missed when she leaves for usa. i wish i could fly there too! big sis may be getting married next year if she n bf get an apartment. then i'll have the wardrobe to me, myself and i! shiok! haha.. nobody to fight with me over the toilet. less reason to be pissed over so many little things. still, it will be the final days when we'll be living together. all of us.

those nights i thought of you and cried. i cried for the regrets which will stay with me for life, for the things i could have done but didn't, for the irreversible widening gap. i miss you despite everything.