you're the reason

bought a pair of pretty heels the other day, and it got me thinking that.. heels and men are alike. women are attracted to them despite the potential hurt they can cause. haha. i like this comparison.

the festive mood is sorta over. time to shed some pounds, time to pay attention to lectures and stop day-dreaming. haha. cny gathering has partially lost its meaning without you around, anymore.. and only when i'm alone will i allow myself to weep for the loss and absence of you...

there's an empty, void feeling tugging at me. the sense of loss. not knowing what to do during recess week. not meeting with the usual gang and seeing the familiar faces around. have just got a few plans here and there. will be going for cao ge's campus concert next friday!!!!! simply excited. (:(:(: skipped math lect to queue for tix. shall say the sacrifice is worth it. haha. and yayness, we got A- grade for essay assignment! well done girls! :D jiayou for the next one..

played mahjong at by's hse after sch today. sat at a seat with poor fengshui. haha. lost most of my chips. almost bankrupt.. sadded.. haha.. next time i'll wear red undies!

facing ambiguity and uncertainties.. or maybe simpler things made complicated by me, myself and i. if only things could be easier to handle.. if only there's nothing to worry about.. if only. but the heart always overrules the mind, isn't it so?

i'm not totally immune to you..
let me quit you..
let me let you go..

不管泪水多咸有一天我会告别从前...

off to sleep and tmr will be a better day.
i hope so.

♥ 我心的縫隙我想除了你任誰也無法填補這空虛